Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Bring the Rain

watched the squirrels romp around the leaf barren unkempt bushes in our back yard a couple days ago. they are on a survival trip right now, compulsively swift organizational movements, eating, storing, instinctual bingeing in order in become really fat, really fast. mother natures little crack heads (or maybe thats us)
because if we are both supposed to be here, on earth then why are they so afriad of us. they're not afraid of our stuff. they climb on our houses and dance on our fences, then as soon as i move they scattered. but they find a place to hide under the shed or up in the trees.

anyway, i've been thinking a lot about how the rain affects all of us. people get grumpy, sick, and me specifically, really depressed. i don't know why. maybe its because the ones i love are getting sick. whatever the reason is, its hard on me. and i just shot up 2 needles worth of doctor stuff. i dont even know. jeez. my arms are sore as hell. its so hard to type..

ciao,
n.

3 comments:

Anastasia Raelyn said...

thats actually really interesting about the squirrels...its so true!

im so sorry about your arms, i hope i can help :) and dont be depressed, my love. the rain will pass and all those storm clouds will either blow away or turn into snow clouds!

Anonymous said...

The rain is just dampening and grey skies are dark and depressing. and doctors aren't fun.

AML said...

hope those arms are feeling better.