Lets go Digital.

i swirl in a stream of consciousness. the days pass quickly. the fall is making its final stand as winter awaits in the wings. the night seems to come at an earlier hour by the day. all of this makes me anxious. for what… i am uncertain. change is ever present. there is no direction to gaze without seeing it on the horizon. excitement and terror in an infinite headlock. over the last 2 years i’ve become a guitar player. amateur of course. but i try to play around 5 days a week. sometimes more… sometimes less.

ill be analyzing rhythms,melody or song structure and then …. my mode of thought… it splinters into a carousel of ex-lovers. fist fights from middle school. learning to drive. and just as the past is wrapping itself around my gasping lungs, the future takes center stage. the end of the newspaper… the end of the CD… g-d forbid, the end of the physical book. i would have laughed in your face 3 years ago if you tried to tell me that people wouldn’t want physical copies of things like that. but thats where we are now. lets go back to that whole end of the CD thing. its crazy but i understand it and i accept it. i just don’t exactly know what it means in terms of my life. the digital vacuum is ruthless and all encompassing… a reflection of our mentality.

love,
n.