In Regards to the Game of Love.

love is a two way deal, theres good and bad sides to it.

love can be beautiful, euphoric, and happy. being able to share yourself with someone who is oh so special to you is perhaps the greatest feeling for me in the world. I've been lucky enough to be a part of this for almost 10 months, and i can say i've never been happier.

but then theres always those times when i'm unsure of myself. if i'm living up to what she deserves. i cant read minds. i have no idea what to think sometimes. i feel trapped.

but then i see her smile at me. hold her in my arms, hear her voice whisper in my ear.

and i remember the times when we saw each other every day after work in the summer, lay on the beach with some friends, watched movies in the basement of her house, snuck a kiss when no one was looking.

and suddenly all the doubt is gone from my mind.

and i remember how much i love her.

here's to her,
n.